time for a change

i decided to make november my month of change. seriously. maybe. well, i'll try to anyway. i'm 26 and i still have no clue what i want to do for the rest of my life. here's my list of possible job choices:

1. be a wife to a wonderful, rich (money and culture) guy...really, really rich...
2. something in the art field (love, love, love painting, drawing, creating & i'm really good at it)
3. something in the music field (can't live w/out...i'm listening to music as i write this...ironically the song is "money" by pink floyd. gotta love money...the song too :)...)
4. bartender (for some reason...i have always wanted to do that...eventhough i can't drink...which i guess would be good for job reasons)
5. possibly a teacher (hey...at least i'd get the summer off)
6. psychiatrist (although i probably need one more than becoming one, but i am a great listener)
7. chronic prayer and pray that someone i know and love alot, really alot wins the lottery.


i think that's it. okay the truth is i want a job that's easy and w/ really good pay. i'm lazy. too lazy. i'm a libra after all. don't hold it against me. maybe i should change that...but those are job things that i would be happy, really happy with. i don't see myself being an accountant...too many numbers and i am so not good at math. or a lawyer...too much learning. or a doctor...blood makes me queasy. so...we'll see. i do have a couple of months to decide.

also...i want to start exercising more and eating a little bit healthier. i actually have tried yoga and i loved it...started to really see results and then quit. don't ask why. i tend to do that. gotta keep going. and i can't help but eat more than 2 chocolate chip cookies when the damn bag is opened in front of me. (like my mom says..."gotta love those elves!") amen to that!

gotta find a hair color and stick with it before my hair falls out. for the first time of dying my hair for the past 14 years it felt real dry. not good. maybe it was because i dyed it 3 times in a month, but either way...i need my hair. don't love it...was really long...couldn't stand it so i cut my hair myself and gave myself layers and now my hair just looks like shit!!!! (i suggest if you don't know how to cut hair...definitely don't do your own.) so i'm trying to grow it out and deciding do i want to keep the black or go blonde, brown or maybe red. choices...i hate making them.

gotta try and get out more in hopes that i find my soul mate...he's out there somewhere, i know it. and, my parents are convinced he's just not gonna knock on my door and profess his love for me. being out of work for a year can really make you a homebody. it's not like i never go out...i go shopping and to the mall for more shopping and to the movies...but he's not there. so...i have to start going to other places like...the museum and cafes around town. i'm starting to think w/ places i want to go...instead of finding a rich, cultural person, i'm gonna find a slacker artist. hmm...but, if we are meant to be, so be it. and, w/ my list of job choices...i will most likely be a slacker artist myself...it's kismet!!

so...november is my month of change. hope you all have a great month and i will post my progress. ciao!!