i just re-read my post "time for a change" and how money-hungry, lazy, chronic hair-dying and just plain semi-crazy i came out. nothing can be farther from the truth, except the chronic hair-dying thing. it's my obsession. what can i say? hair-dye is the cheapest thing you can do to change your whole look. next to tweezing your eyebrows. but...i'm better at dying my hair.
so...i'm not at all as money-hungry as i sound. i would never, ever date or even marry a man for just his money. that's not love. that's just greed. and i'm definitely not greedy. just ask my family...i'm constantly doing favors for them (and asking nothing in return, but if they offer...i usually take it). it just makes life easier...in a way. but...it definitely wouldn't determine my love for someone...especially if we were soul mates. we could be living in a studio apartment, sleeping on the floor, cold as hell and it would be heaven 'cause it would be the man i was meant to be with. now...that's love.
and...when i say i'm lazy...it mostly means that i have a shit-load of stuff to do and just put it off until last minute. like now. i have to load the dishwasher, wash the stuff i can't put in the dishwasher by hand, clean the stove and fold clothes. this will all be done within 1/2 hour of me going to sleep...last minute. maybe it's not even laziness, but oh...can't think of the word. begins with a "p"...oh damn...pro-something. had to go ask mom. PROCRASTINATION!!! yep...that's it. all i could think of was "protaganist" and i knew that definitely wasn't it. so...i'm not lazy (all the time), i'm just a procrastinator.
so there it is...pt. 2. ciao!!
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