help!

ok...i'm confused, pissed and a little jealous.

confused because for two days now i have been searching almost every online job finder i can search. i'm not looking for anything big, just a simple receptionist/secretary job. part time or full time...temp. or permanent. but, please tell me why with most of them i need a business degree? i have done this type of work in the past. it's definitely not something you need a degree in. it's simple...very simple. let's put it this way. if i went to a 2 or 4-year college and the only job i could get with my degree is a receptionist/secretary job, i would be majorly pissed!! i would feel like i totally wasted 2 or 4 years of my life and a hell of alot of money.

pissed because of the above. if i have the requirements for the job, i should be able to get said job.

and, a little jealous because i keep hearing about bloggers who are getting very nice book deals from their blog. i shouldn't be jealous but happy but i can't help it. i wish i could get a book deal. not to brag, because i definitely don't like doing that, but i have been told by alot of people that i'm a good writer. maybe i should start writing more. i have ideas...i just need to get them down.

okay...not jealous anymore. i thought about it and realized i shouldn't be jealous over something someone got from working their ass off. i need to remember that good things in life just don't get handed over to someone who doesn't do the work. ciao!!